"Nature loves courage. you make the commitment and nature will respond to that commitment by removing impossible obstacles. dream the impossible dream, and the world will not grind you under, it will lift you up. This is the trick. This is what all the teachers and philosophers who really counted, who really touched the alchemical gold... this is what they understood. this is the shamanic dance in the waterfall. This is how magic is done. It's done by hurling yourself into the abyss... and discovering it's a feather bed." - terence Mckenna
When you are little, night time is scary because there are monsters hiding right under the bed. When you get older, the monsters are different. Self doubt, loneliness, regret. And though you may be older and wiser, you still find yourself scared of the dark.
You’re right. I’m sorry. I’m mad. Mad at myself. Mad at this situation. Mad that I need something from you. Mad that I can’t get it. Most of all, I’m mad that there’s nothing I can do about any of it.
